I usually live in two worlds. The normal place where I see my kids play sports, take a hike with my love, go to the grocery store and come up with nice things for dinner. Then there is this other world were I hear folks speak of 'counts being to low for chemo' and waiting patiently for yet another doctor visit or scan. The goal is to keep the cancer world from taking over my normal world for the least amount of time. It seems to be easier with this new chemo regimen.
I'm not wanting to jinx myself but have to say the chemo so far hasn't been as rough as the last time. I'm going in for round 3 of Folfiri tomorrow. The good news is that I have only had small bouts of nausea with this one and while very fatigued, I don't spend the entire day laying down.
Let's hope it stays this way.
The worst down side is the docs don't really want me driving while taking certain anti-nausea drugs. So...I can't pick up and take the kids anywhere. I guess if you live in TO you'll be happy I'm adhering to this wisdom. The drugs make me very sleepy. I am trying to gauge if I am able to get away with using a bit less medication and still keep the nausea away.
Thanks again for your prayers, support and love! I am always amazed by the beautiful people in my life.
Jennifer
